Goodbye

While the world looks onward, I look back to say goodbye….
Goodbye to my heart, good bye to my life.
I once knew what I wanted, and now no longer do,
trying to discover who I am to you.
Trying to understand why life is tough,
wondering when I will be allowed to love.

Love not in the term you might think,
but love of life and all that it brings.
Love of my family, of my friends and my foe,
passion for existence no matter how tough the flow.

Many times I feel the tack,
and often concentrate on what I lack,
however rough and however meaningless,
my life to me and my problems are never seamless.

The things I say and the things I do,
are genuine from me and to whomever are you.
I will try to move on, and see the silver,
but perhaps there is gold awaiting on the future.
– strive for the gold and see the truth,
that love life and happiness will always be a pursuit.

The song in my heart shall never die,
can you ever hear it?
I doubt that you could,
but if you listen carefully you will hear the rhythm and stride.

To continue onward is to face another trial,
to stay still is to ask for trouble,
I will say goodbye to everything I knew,
must continue onward and face whatever is new.

-Theresa