I have to post

I need to post, this is a place to share, but the sad part is what I want to share – I cannot, the truth I want to express in my writing, has to remain a secret… which means that the whole shouting how I feel from the rooftops so people can “understand” me, isn’t going to happen … soo I need to post, I gotta post something, here goes nothing:

It is funny, whenever I need to feel like I am at “home” I look up to the sky, I see the stars, the clouds, it is beautiful… it reminds me to be humble, that there is so much more out there than just me, and my problems are indeed solvable, and that my creator is so amazing.

My sister is leaving for New York tomorrow….She is going to be gone until Sunday, I am going to miss her…. Dear Lord, please keep her safe.