Failure

I feel like a failure, every part of me feels like a failure. Why do I even bother anymore? I thought I found a solace… questioning that too. Want to run away, stupid conscious – can’t do it. The same stinking battle over and over – if I was to get graded on this one I would get a D– a “D-” for passing, but just barely making it. Story of my life it seems, can’t seem to get past this one, not seeing the positive, and trying so hard…