Please

Dear Lord

I don't want to hate this person anymore.... I don't like this! Please help.... show me you still love me..... I need something, I am as torn down as I can go. Help me to forgive her... and love her as you love her, because I can't see it!!!! GOD I CAN'T SEE IT!! When I see her, I don't feel love.... I have never felt this way.... Please show me how to forgive, show me how to let go of the hate, show me how to let go of the anger.... PLEASE Please... please... Please show me so I can forgive myself, so you can forgive me.... Lord I am torn and hurt - please.... Can you hear me? I don't think I have a heart anymore- and I dont have much to offer you - all I have is me, can that be enough? I know I am not much, but could just this one time father.... could I be? Show me how to love again... I want to see with compassion... please don't leave me father.... I am nothing without you.... nothing.... I am overwhelmed by emotion..... please God, please hear me....