Rejected
I got an e-mail from an old friend. A friend that I really thought that our relationship would get past all this rocky stuff.... and I got rejected. *sigh* it hurts... killer hurts. I really miss this person A LOT. I got the "we are still friends, but can't hang out ever, our time is passed, but say 'hi' to me from across the room when you see me with no deep conversation." I had a friend relationship with this person, and my heart feels a little torn thinking about the whole thing. A lot because I know that the definition of friendship for this person and my definition are pretty similar... so that whole "we are still friends" bull really is a cordial way of saying.... "It's over" but it means the same, hurts the same, and is unfair!
I am having a real hard time not blaming other people right now for this. Lord you are going to have to help me with this one, and letting go... definately not going to be able to on my own. I don't like this feeling... Why can't everything just be fixed?
posted by SunYoung @ 4:18 AM
3 Comments:
Because people are selfish and can't get over themselves. They don't know how to give in relationships/friendships... let it slide, T. You are doing the right thing by trying to right things and if they aren't willing to work with you, then so be it. I LOVE YOU!
Tee,
I thought of you and thought you might feel this way. I love you, always will, I hope that we can work things out.
Always,
Dee
Dee!!!!! I haven't heard from you in like forever!!!! Oh Gosh I miss you. This was SO not about you *smile* there would be no reason in this entire world that I could ever be upset or feel rejected by you. EVER! We have too much history for that to happen ;) I mean, who else knew me when my hair was like a tidal wave, and I my socks and shirt had to be an exact match?
Much Love! Call me, I lost your number! EEEK
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