Does anyone want a puppy to love?

Okay so I came home from school today with my sister, and when I looked across the street at the new neighbors there were like 7 puppies in the yard!!! The cutest things you have ever seen... seriously, they are adorable and friendly, and not one looks like the other in the exact same way.

Here comes the sad part, the neighbor told me they were not his, they were dropped off by someone and he has to take them to the humane society if no one claims them - looking at this vigorous creatures who have just found the excitement and freshness of life, seeing them bounce around begging for any attention.... and knowing that they have to go to the humane society when first this could have been prevented, and second that they are just "children" dogs.... it is literally eating my heart - and I am going to cry....

My sister and I walked outside for a moment tonight and two of the puppies saw us and got loose to chase after us. Putting them back was hard enough, but then blocking the 5 others who found the hole from coming out was a chore... when we finally took care of the situation - we began to walk away and all the puppies started crying.... Does anyone want a puppy to love? They are cute, onry, and extremely vivacious with completely seperate personalities? Please? I mean seriously, these beautiful puppies shouldn't have to be taken to a humane society when it wasn't their fault they were born.... As soon as you see them, you will fall in love, anyone? He said if anyone wants them... anyway, If you read this, and you haven't gotten your pet spayed or nuetured, please do. If you could just see the desire to just have a home in each animals eyes, and then realize that because of someones laziness those animals have to be "put down" because there is an overflow... Just do it ok? Stop dropping animals off in my neighborhood, and abandoning them. Take responsibility, it doesn't take much, just love, affection, and some time.

If you want a puppy.... let me know ASAP! I will talk to the neighbors... they will be taken by 5pm on Wednesday....

here is the link to more pictures of the puppies

http://www.flickr.com/photos/theresamarie

GR!

Okay, so there is something that I need to say... just to say it - to let it be put at rest, and never to bother me again.

I have a professor, most certainly an intelligent man- however his process of thinking goes way beyond how I tend to think. He is film professor, and nearly drives me crazy with the art of camera angles, continuity editing, and a choices of film. His view seems to be one from the defiant 60's.. rebelling from whatever societal values may have been standard for that decade. He has studied so diligently the art of film, and....

Here is the deal my dear professor, STOP TALKING ABOUT ME TO OTHER STUDENTS! I really have a problem with this! Seriously, I know you think I am "weird" because I don't watch scary movies, because I understand the business of film more than I understand the art - but it does not mean I do not respect it! You have told other students that I am "weird" because I cried during the Wizard of Oz, because I won't watch scary movies, and I have really had enough.

Here is the thing: You, you are brilliant, you see things differently than others, and that? That is cool - I don't go crazy at your choices for films to show the intricate nature of continutity editing, I don't yell and scream that you have me watch films that nearly make me want to vomit from the story line and portrayal - I go to class, and listen intently on what you are trying to teach us dear professor. I went up to you at the beginning of the semester, to let you know my standards, not as a tactic to be lazy - but that I would study even more for the films that I just cannot bring myself morally to watch, and you still openly poke fun at it. The thing you do not seem to understand is, that in the same way you find me "weird"for not enjoying your choice in films, I find you "weird" for enjoying such things. The difference is, I do not go around and put down your choices to others. I feel that you could establish your examples of editing, filming, and so many other aspects with better choices in film - especially for a core class that everyone in the department must take in order to graduate. You have an opportunity, and take the easiest ways out showing movies with sex and violence... *sigh*

I was and am willing to accept the consequences for not being able to watch two movies this semester - I have researched them, I know the story line, I have read your notes - but I am unwilling to be mocked because we do not believe the same. I am so annoyed by your actions! You are middle age for goodness sakes, you have fought all your life to be respected for your choices, and now that it is time for you to pay the same respect to your students - you choose to become stingy. I am upset, I have to pass your class with an A to graduate - and you have just made the task even more challenging. What can I say, but Thank you so much for being the most closed minded self proclaiming open minded person I know! I will pass your class, I will continue to go... and as of now - it is off my chest, and I am letting it go.

Please

Dear Lord

I don't want to hate this person anymore.... I don't like this! Please help.... show me you still love me..... I need something, I am as torn down as I can go. Help me to forgive her... and love her as you love her, because I can't see it!!!! GOD I CAN'T SEE IT!! When I see her, I don't feel love.... I have never felt this way.... Please show me how to forgive, show me how to let go of the hate, show me how to let go of the anger.... PLEASE Please... please... Please show me so I can forgive myself, so you can forgive me.... Lord I am torn and hurt - please.... Can you hear me? I don't think I have a heart anymore- and I dont have much to offer you - all I have is me, can that be enough? I know I am not much, but could just this one time father.... could I be? Show me how to love again... I want to see with compassion... please don't leave me father.... I am nothing without you.... nothing.... I am overwhelmed by emotion..... please God, please hear me....

sooo insecure!

My friend said to me… “I feel very insecure about wearing a skirt”

I find this funny, because if you think about it… wearing a skirt can be insecure, catch my drift? Drift …. He he he more like draft!!!

He he he… if not, forget about it k? no explaining on this baby!